My Night Was A Nightmare
Its hard dating and finding someone you can trust and I know 1st hand about trust. It was 2005, October was the month. I had invited a male friend over to my place, some one I had known for a few months. It was shortly after 8pm. He had been hanging out with his boys and I had planned the day before to hang out with him for a while, boy did I make the biggest mistake of my life.
I get a knock at the door it was him, staggering in, could barely walk . Telling me he had had a few drinks with his friends at the bar. I then asked him if he would be okay and come sit down. We talked a little bit not alot, because he was in no shape to say much. I was a little afraid because he just wasn’t himself or what I knew him to be. I wanted him to leave but I was to afraid to ask him to go home. He laid down on my bed and I told him, I really did not know him to well, but he could lay there until he got it together and could drive home. I then sat beside him on the bed.
He pretended to drift off to sleep. I then laid there as well. His hands started touching me in places he had no business I then asked him to stop, and he ranted and raved in a loud pitch voice. I then told him if he could not keep his hands off me he would need to leave, need less to say he was still acting wild and rubbing me in places I was very uncomfortable. I fought for hours to get him to stop touching me. I wanting him to leave so bad but was afraid to say it.. I prayed that the night would pass fast so that the next day would come where he would be sober enough to leave. I slept that night with one eye open. Scared to sleep, scared to say anything more to him, because he was getting very angry by the minute. My heart raced and my nerves were shaky. I feel like maybe I should have never invited him over. He had been drinking before he came over. And could not seem to control his hands.The night passed and the morning came can you believe he did not remember what he had done. I could have been raped that night too scared to tell him to leave.
This night was like a night mare.
CHARONDA
